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[Title: Today at Taco Bar with Izumi.mp4]
[Author: ㅇㅇ]
(Izumi.mp4 saying, “Mom told me not to mess around with food…”)
(Izumi.mp4 crying while eating pineapple takoyaki saying it’s tasteless)
(Izumi.mp4 getting emotional while eating cocktail shrimp takoyaki and tearing up)
In Star’s Flow, there’s a super sexy high school girl, and her name is Izumi Kainoh.
[Recommended: 63 / Disliked: 3]
Hwasin’s opposition is Sushin: Encoding Chu
Maker: (Izumi is too sexy… Konn)
ㅇㅇ: Oh
ㅇㅇ: Mei-chan, just turn on the ASMR broadcast right now, I’m in a huge rush!
└ㅇㅇ: It’s really freaking hot, damn it!
└The Cutest in the World: But why doesn’t Izumi do real ASMR broadcasts?
└ㅇㅇ: She said last time she didn’t want to do it because she was embarrassed.
└ㅇㅇ: This is… truly a current high school girl…
└Dudokri Online🔹: (Izumi is not sexy! Konn)
Oyabun🔸: I guess I have no choice but to marry and cook for her every day…
Mei-chan Love: Mei-chan love Mei-chan love Mei-chan love Mei-chan love Mei-chan love Mei-chan love
ㅇㅇ: (Izumi is cute to the level of disaster! Konn)
uwu: (You’re also Izutomo! Konn)
[Title: Today… I had many thoughts watching Mei-chan enjoy Taco Bar…]
[Author: ㅇㅇ]
(Kaino Izumi Membership Subscription Period: 1 year 6 months, 3 days.jpg)
The Mei-chan I knew… the Mei-chan I loved, was so scared just collaborating with others.
She was an introvert who always went around alone because she felt awkward with people, due to her communication impairment…
But seeing her watch the Taco Bar today while acting like a senior and taking care of the juniors, made me feel like…
This isn’t the Mei-chan I knew…
The star called Mei-chan shone brighter and was more beautiful when alone…
The nickname “Mei-chan” also somewhat mocks that image, doesn’t it?
The charm that introverted and socially awkward Mei-chan used to show, which attracted Izutomo…
I feel like that relationship is crumbling…
Of course, I still can’t let go of Mei-chan, and I will continue to love her…
Even her current self is still Mei-chan, after all…
But secretly, I hope that one day, all the relationships Mei-chan has built so far will suddenly collapse, leaving her alone again.
Seeing her despair over that fact, thinking “This doesn’t suit me after all…” and breaking down mentally is what I wish to see…
Realizing that none of the connections she built are anywhere to be found…
But still managing to cling to her crumbled mental state and turning on the broadcast while completely ignoring how she looks…
Izutomo just saying they wanted to see Mei-chan…
Of course, Izutomo likes that the old socially awkward Mei-chan has returned, but Mei-chan doesn’t know that and is just enjoying the situation…
Seeing those Izutomo makes me think this is the only place I belong, and I just really want to see Mei-chan starting to become obsessed with Izutomo…
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ㅇㅇ: So deep…
uwu: It’s still far from 3 o’clock…
Izutomo: [Izutomo – Fan Abuse of the Favorite (Do you see the evil eyes?) Konn]
ㅇㅇ: Honestly, I got excited reading this.
It Won’t Kill Me: Why are there so many abuse factions in Izutomo…?
└ㅇㅇ: Those who have to abuse Izumi might be sadder than Izumi being abused…
└It Won’t Kill Me: What the hell are you even saying?
└Suzuizu: Seriously going crazy, haha.
ㅇㅇ: But it does feel really different from before.
└ㅇㅇ: If I’m bored, I just explode some Yeo-sang.
└ㅇㅇ: They don’t participate unless the management arranges it when classmates gather for collaboration.
└ㅇㅇ: Then all of a sudden, I see them doing collabs often, and not exploding Yeo-sang well…
└ㅇㅇ: Even if they still stutter a bit, humans grow, I suppose.
Maker: This guy is real…
That’s Me!
[Title: The Total Creator Nator Behind-the-Scenes Came Out…]
[Author: ㅇㅇ]
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 15 minutes]
After all, no one would ever like someone like me, so wouldn’t it just be better to die?
There was a time when I thought that…
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 13 minutes]
But does everyone know? There are still angels in this world.
Incredibly shining, beautiful, kind, and cute angels.
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 13 minutes]
But being an angel means that they’re totally different from a human like me, right? Don’t you all think?
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 11 minutes]
If I get closer, I’ll just end up getting hurt, and that’ll be just me…
Even knowing that, I foolishly thought I wanted to get closer.
…So now, I want to be a fool.
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 10 minutes]
I have expectations that if it’s an angel, something might be different.
I want to believe I can befriend someone who shines so brightly like that.
For that, I can endure getting hurt as much as I want; I’ll be a fool.
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 10 minutes]
Although I don’t have certainty about becoming friends…
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 7 minutes]
Wouldn’t just dying be best?
I want to cry because I envy the angels in the bright world.
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 6 minutes]
Shut up. Don’t comfort me. I never said I wanted support. You don’t even understand.
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 6 minutes]
You, who don’t know how cruel it is to cheer someone who has no strength left to hold on, are the worst.
[Nino’s World @NinoWorld · 5 minutes]
I just want to be friends with the angel, so keep quiet.
What the heck is this… Mentally draining… (I’m really scared Konn)
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Kaguya Crew: This is seriously hella deep.
ㅇㅇ: Scarily, I’m thinking of cutting my wrist again.
└ㅇㅇ(123.456): For real?
└ㅇㅇ: I started not doing it at some point, but she used to do that when bored.
└ㅇㅇ(123.456): I don’t want to know more details.
Middle Schooler Boss: Seriously, where in the broadcast was there a moment for mental break?
└ㅇㅇ: Just seeing people laugh would make her mentally break…
└NinoniN: She was someone who would be laughing one second and suddenly cut her wrist the next…
ㅇㅇ: But who exactly is this angel they’re talking about?
└uwu: Given the context, it sounds like Izumi…
└uwu: Tsukasa has already met her several times, and Suzuha has also had offline collabs before.
└ㅇㅇ: (Did you lure another girl, Izumi…? Konn)
└uwu: (Izumi isn’t, like, a devilish woman… Konn)
└Ta Angel’s Wings: Just what kind of communication impairment makes every person they meet like that…
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[Han Shia: I heard from my sister! You went to Korea for a school trip this time, right?]
[Han Shia: Why didn’t you contact aunt? Aunt is sad… o(〒﹏〒)o]
[Kaino Izumi: I’m sorry. I forgot…]
[Han Shia: Well, it’s not like we could meet anyway, so what can you do~]
[Han Shia: Aunt has been really busy lately too.]
[Han Shia: Instead, when I go to Japan next time, let’s go on a date!]
[Kaino Izumi: Are you coming to Japan?]
[Han Shia: Yup. I think I’ll go at the end of next month. By then, Mina will also be on spring break, so it’ll be okay, right?]
[Kaino Izumi: Yes. I’ll keep my schedule clear.]
…Of course, there probably wouldn’t be any real plans.
I put down my phone and leaned back to look at the ceiling.
For some reason, I feel tired today. My body is incredibly stiff too.
By the way, spring break… Now, I’m soon going to be in my third year of high school, and it doesn’t feel real.
When I was in my previous life and in the third year of high school, I had so many worries.
Especially, I was most worried about the army.
But now, I don’t have to worry about that.
Because I’m a girl! And I’m Japanese!
Without any distractions, I only have to worry about my future path!
Of course, that thought about the path is already enough of a hassle…
“Sigh…”
My sister said it. What I love, what I want to do, and what I can do are all different.
Mom also said, there’s still plenty of time, so I should take my time in figuring it out.
But did I start working right after graduating high school in my previous life?
Just the fact that I’m becoming a third-year high school student feels like the end is approaching.
Of course, I could go to college…
Hmm. That one, I don’t want either.
Studying while going through high school is already a hassle, and they want me to go to college? No matter how I think about it, that’s not a path I can take.
“Ugh.”
Anyway, just worrying more here won’t yield any immediate answers.
So, I should just do what I can do right now.
Today is a long-awaited drawing broadcast.
It’s not like I’m doing it because I want to; there were many requests to have a drawing broadcast since I took a five-day break from streaming and there was no interaction.
In simpler terms, it was decided abruptly.
Well, I was originally thinking of reading MyCarrot while chatting anyway.
“Shall I slowly get up now…?”
Stretching my stiff body, I got up from the bed.
And the moment my feet touched the floor…
“Uh…?”
Suddenly, I felt incredibly dizzy.
What’s going on? I can’t stabilize my balance.
I was already feeling off since school today, but I didn’t think it’d be this bad…
“Ugh…?”
I stumbled. But if I fall wrong here, I might hurt myself, so I immediately leaned back and lay down on the bed again.
But the dizziness didn’t go away.
Instead, it accelerated, and the ceiling began to spin as well.
“What is this, exactly…?”
What’s happening? Am I… dying?
Am I dying and about to reincarnate into an anime or game?
Are you kidding me? After reincarnating, now I have to possess something?
No, I don’t want to part from everyone…!
Even when trying to scream that wish, my voice didn’t come out. Just ragged breathing escaped my lips.
As I reached out towards the ceiling one last time, my hand silently fell onto the bed.
My consciousness is hazy. My eyes are closing. My awareness is fading away.
Right before I completely lost consciousness, what came to mind was…
‘Ugh… I don’t want to… Oh God, please just help me this one time… Yeah. It’s been over an hour since this happened, so I’ve definitely caught a cold, right? If I have a cold, there’s nothing I can do about that, right?!’
Before the field trip.
Myself submerged in ice-cold water.
“Ah…?”
This plot point unfolds here…?
And then I lost consciousness.
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[Kaino Izumi☆Star’s Flow @KainoIzumi · 1 hour]
I’m sorry…. I caught a cold…. I’m really sorry, everyone… ｡ﾟ･ (>﹏<) ･ﾟ｡
I’ll recover quickly and come back!
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