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Chapter 132

Hoo… Huh… Heu…

In the deep of night.

The bright light of the full moon beautifully illuminated the riverside.

In this place, where anyone would soak in the atmosphere, two beautiful women were exploring each other’s lips.

Haa… Heeup… Heu…

On the touching skin, I felt Lily’s warmth.

Inside my mouth, her tongue was wild and free.

As if greeting after a reunion of years.

Lily’s tongue intertwined with mine like a snake, showing no signs of letting go.

The lewd sounds of mixing saliva and intertwining tongues spread into the sup.

Before long, Lily was completely on top of me, her warmth radiating from her head to her toes.

And through our touching chests, I could feel her racing heartbeat.

Everything was conveyed to me with clarity.

Churup- Chu-eup-

How long had passed?

I couldn’t tell whose saliva was whose as it mixed indistinguishably in my mouth.

Right as I felt my breath getting ragged and I was about to suffocate…

Lily finally broke away from my mouth.

Haa… Haak… Haa…

As the air flowed back into my mouth, I began to breathe heavily.

When I opened my eyes a moment later, Lily was looking at me with a strangely ambiguous expression, one I couldn’t tell if it was joyful or sad.

“…..Unnie.”

“Lily…”

I wanted to sit up and face her, but Lily held me tightly with her arms, preventing me from moving.

As if saying I couldn’t escape.

“….Why did you abandon me?”

The voice overflowing with emotions came from her lips, startling me and prompting a quick response.

“I… I didn’t abandon you..!! I… I care about you..”

“Liar…. You promised you’d come find me… You said you would definitely see me…”

“Lily… I’m…”

A single tear rolled down from Lily’s eye, tracing down her cheek and falling onto my forehead.

“Do you know how I spent the three years without you…?”

“Lily….”

“Even when I saw you… You acted like you didn’t know me…”

That’s not true, Lily.

I didn’t know.

I thought you were a bright and lovely girl. I thought you’d happily make friends and get by without me.

I would never abandon you.

I suffered too without you.

I had so much I wanted to say to her.

But before I could respond, Lily continued speaking without waiting for my answer.

“I thought it didn’t matter what happened anymore. I thought I could do whatever I wanted…”

As Lily tightened her grip on my body, I felt a jolt of pain.

But I didn’t even feel that pain. My mind was completely lost to Lily.

“But then…”

Another drop of her tear fell on my cheek, and I too looked at her with moisture-filled eyes.

“But… Making that face and saying you want to see me… That’s unfair…”

“….Lily.”

Seeing her face, a sharp sense of guilt stabbed deep within me.

….I know.

I know it’s all my fault.

I made all sorts of excuses for not seeking her out, but I knew.

The truth is, I was just a coward. Nothing more, nothing less.

Out of fear of getting hurt, I imagined that Lily would be fine without me, and in the end, I caused her immense sorrow.

All because of my cowardice.

I made Lily cry.

…Pathetic. Foolish.

Didn’t I say I would make Lily happy?

Didn’t I promise to do my best so she could always smile?

But what is this?

What on earth have I done, Hera?

I need to make things right from now on.

I reached out my hand and placed it on Lily’s cheek.

Lily’s eyes widened in surprise for a moment before she placed her hand on mine, stroking her own cheek.

“Lily, can you trust me just once more?”

“…….”

I won’t act like a coward anymore.

Even if I face rejection from Lily, even if I’m despised, even if it hurts me…

I will never avoid Lily again.

Until she pushes me away.

I will cling to her persistently and make her happy.

The happiness of those I love; that’s my motivation and reason for living in this world.

“I’ll never… ever turn away from you again.”

With a deep resolution in my heart, I gazed into Lily’s eyes.

Whether my resolve passed to her, her eyes began to tremble.

“…Don’t lie to me…”

“It’s not a lie, Lily. Just this once, trust your unnie.”

I held her hand tightly, looking into her eyes with a desperate gaze.

After a short moment of time passed…

“…….That’s unfair.”

Lily murmured in a small voice, and then relaxed her grip on my body.

Did my sincerity reach her?

Ultimately, I was able to break down her walls.

Lily wiped away her tears and, with a lovely smile that was as pretty as before, hugged me tightly, saying,

“…..Let’s sleep together tonight, unnie.”

Seeing Lily return to her beautiful self, I let out a sigh of relief and gently patted her head.

“….Okay.”

Thus, our reunion with Lily only ended after we both shed buckets of tears.

*

Euhm…

“…..Lily, isn’t it a bit too close?”

“We used to sleep like this before, right?”

“Uhm… I guess so…”

….But I really don’t think I can sleep like this.

In the early dawn.

I took Lily’s hand and walked towards her room.

Could I really call myself a hero?

Lily’s room was far more spacious than mine, beautifully decorated.

And there stood a large bed that fit the atmosphere.

But despite the vast space, Lily was tightly pressed against me, holding me as if she wouldn’t let go.

‘…This is a bit uncomfortable…’

Of course, we’d slept like this often before…

However, Lily had grown so much since then…

And now that I knew how Lily felt about me, it was too embarrassing to be in this position.

“…Lily, do you really love me…?”

“Yes.”

Her immediate response caught me slightly off guard.

“Uh, uh… So, I mean, not just as family, but… like… in a romantic way—”

“I love you. I want to marry you. I want to touch you and lick you and make love to you every night.”

“Uh… huh?”

Her declaration made my eyes quiver in shock.

M-Make love…?

I could hardly believe that such words were coming from Lily, who I thought was always so innocent.

“L-Lily, you’re still a student…”

“Yes, I know. That’s why I’ve been holding back.”

‘T-That’s what you call holding back?!’

But as I looked into Lily’s eyes, they burned with a deep desire that seemed impossible for her to suppress.

Lily really… loves me…

She truly sees me as a romantic partner.

I hadn’t noticed at all.

‘Am I really this oblivious?’

Athena was the same; Lily too.

They both said they loved me, but I had no idea.

‘But wait, that’s not fair!’

In the story, Athena and Lily weren’t set up to be into women.

They certainly had feelings for men.

Lily had shown fixation on Robin, and Athena had significant interest in him too.

How could they break through the thick wall of homosexuality to love me, a woman?

It was a thought I had completely excluded.

Now that it was happening, I couldn’t understand it.

‘…What did I do to make her like me…?’

No matter how much I thought about it, I didn’t know—

Lick-

Hya?!

A sudden strange sensation on my neck made a startled sound escape my lips.

When I turned around in surprise, I saw Lily licking playfully at the back of my neck.

“R-Lily?”

“What is it?”

I looked at her, as if demanding an explanation, but she merely stared at me innocently.

“You let me do it before, remember?”

“Th-that…”

A flash of realization struck me.

I couldn’t deny that wasn’t wrong.

When we’d spent time together at Drax’s, Lily used to do these affectionate touches often.

At first, I found it hard to accept, but as time went on, I got used to her actions.

But now, it felt different than before.

I pondered what the difference might be when a certain thought abruptly fumbled into my mind.

“L-Lily.”

“Yes, unnie.”

I asked her, my voice trembling.

“About that thing… you said it’s okay for girls to do…?”

“……”

“That’s really how you feel, right…? Like, you really want to touch me and didn’t lie about it…?”

I found myself bewildered by the very question I posed.

It felt like a silly assumption.

There was no way sweet, innocent Lily could say such things.

I thought she was just teaching me common sense—

“I-I’m wrong, Lily. I didn’t mean—”

“You found out.”

After Lily’s words ended, there was a tense silence between us for several dozen seconds.

Only the cold air enveloped the two of us.

…Huh?

It felt like a powerful blow had hit my brain with her words.

Ten seconds passed. Then twenty.

After some time of being dumbfounded, the only words that escaped my mouth were,

“…….Huh?”

Just a thin, powerless voice, like air leaking from a balloon.


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