Hah…
As soon as I woke up, a faint groan escaped my lips.
I tried to get up with my exhausted body, and the first thing that caught my eye was my messy hair and clothes.
As my drowsy mind started coming to, memories of last night began to slowly resurface.
“Um…?!.. So good… So good… Hic?!”
“Hngh?! Ughhh!!!”
“Ugh!?!!!!”
Bang—
With a loud bang echoing from my overheated brain, my face turned bright red, and steam began to rise above my head.
‘I… I can’t believe…’
I couldn’t lift my head in despair.
I never imagined I would groan like that.
“Ugh…”
Having memories of living as a man, the recollection of last night hit me with immense shock.
Myself, screaming beneath Athena.
Wasn’t I like an animal losing reason in sheer pleasure?
‘But… it felt good…’
At first, I absolutely didn’t think it was pleasure.
But the sensations that only made me feel repulsed gradually changed into something nice over time.
When Athena ruthlessly violated my belly halfway through, I felt an exhilarating pleasure tearing through my mind.
But no matter what, I can’t believe I screamed like that…
‘Is… is my body sensitive?…’
I had never experienced pleasure in this body not even once.
Even after being possessed, I had never touched this body specifically. Actions that could trigger physical pleasure were undeniably a first for me yesterday.
And yet, I couldn’t believe I felt that way.
“Ugh… So embarrassing…”
I was far too ashamed to look Athena in the eye.
What would she think after seeing me yesterday’s behavior?
She might think I’m an unprincipled woman.
Perhaps she could even think I’m a lowly person and lose affection for me?
‘…I don’t want that…’
I didn’t want to be distanced from Athena.
I only wanted to be loved by her, never abandoned in my lifetime.
Fortunately, the memory remained in my head that Athena liked my groans.
If that’s the case, then maybe what I fear wouldn’t happen.
…
Still, I thought I should refrain from losing my reason in pleasure like yesterday.
“Get a grip, Hera. You’re not an animal.”
Determined to keep my composure from now on, I tried to lift myself off the bed.
That was until I felt something between my legs.
“…Huh?”
The lower half of my body. More precisely, a cold and damp feeling came from my underwear.
Carefully, I brought my hand to check my panties.
“Uhh…?”
They were soaked.
So thoroughly that it wouldn’t be strange if they had been dipped in water.
With a trembling touch, I cautiously pulled back the blankets so Mari wouldn’t wake up.
There, below my legs, was a big wet mark.
“…Huh?… Huh?”
My head froze for a moment.
W-What is this…?
Did Mari pee while she was sleeping?
Or did she spill water by mistake?
Haha… Mari is still such a little kid…?
Thinking of ways to escape reality, the wet sheet that had soaked along with my underwear was clearly evidence of what I had done.
“…….”
I should just die.
You’re unfit to be human, Hera.
At your age to be peeing at night like this.
Especially right next to your daughter.
My disgust towards myself began to exponentially rise.
“Wuhhh…”
“Hik!”
As Mari stirred beside me, I jolted up in surprise, hastily taking the blanket away.
I absolutely did not want Mari to see this trace.
A mother who pees in her sleep? The moment Mari finds out, I really don’t think I could live anymore.
In a flash, when I pulled the blanket away, Mari’s body turned over.
“Ugh?”
Just like that, she abruptly woke up.
“…Mom?”
With a puzzled expression looking at me, I quickly hid the blanket behind me.
“Ah… Ahaha… Did you wake up, Mari…?”
“….?”
Mari squinted her eyes suspiciously at me.
Then, as if she noticed something, she approached me with a playful smile.
“Mom, why are you hiding the blanket behind you?”
At her words, my heart dropped.
“U-Um…”
Cold sweat trickled down my back, but I tried to make an excuse.
“I thought the blanket was dusty… I was going to wash it!”
“Uh-huh… Is that so?”
Seeing Mari come into my arms without any suspicion, I thought I had thankfully navigated the situation safely.
Now all I had to do was wash the blanket…—
“It’s okay, Mom. It didn’t get dirty.”
“………Huh?”
I couldn’t believe my ears at that moment.
I thought I had misheard.
No, it should definitely be that way.
“Doesn’t smell. It’s actually fresh.”
Mari’s expression seemed to say she knew everything, comforting me with a smile.
“Uh…? M-Mari…?”
“But Mom, you’re a bit clumsy.”
“Ah…? W-What…?”
Staring at Mari with a shaken gaze, she offered me a gentle smile.
No, that can’t be…?
Mari, please say it’s not true…
“An incompetent mom who pees herself. But I still love you.”
Standing on the bed, she pulled my head into her embrace, warmly wrapping me with her hands.
In her embrace, I merely stood there like a lost person, blankly nuzzled against her.
Let me die.
Just die.
Someone like me doesn’t deserve to be a mother.
*
After that, I couldn’t even clearly remember how I spent the time.
I avoided Mari’s gaze, and before I knew it, night came.
“Today you seemed gloomy all day. Is something wrong?”
I had come to Athena’s bedroom again today.
I was lying with my head resting on Athena’s lap, and she was gently stroking my hair.
“…It’s just… I feel so much self-loathing…”
Feeling her fingers occasionally playing with my lips made me feel strangely good, even with my flushed face.
“Is it because of what happened yesterday?”
“…That, and also.”
“Pffft.”
Athena chuckled a little and said.
“You looked beautiful.”
“Uh…?”
“Your groans… they were beautiful.”
“Err…?”
Her bold compliment made my face instantly heat up.
“Wh-What are you saying…?”
That should be an embarrassing thing to say. Yet, for some reason, I felt slightly good.
Is it because Athena called me beautiful…?
“So, from now on, don’t hold back. Keep letting me hear them.”
With that, Athena leaned down toward my lips.
Now I could tell without saying that she was coming in for a kiss.
I raised my head to meet her lips, allowing her to take it.
Smooch~ Smooch~
As we alternated kisses, sucking sounds began to spread outside the door.
“Ugh… Athena…”
This wasn’t a rough kiss to drain my reason, but a tender one.
It felt like she was treating me gently, making my heart flutter for no reason.
As I wrapped my arms around her neck, Athena inserted her tongue as if marking a proper beginning, and our saliva began to mix again.
“Ahh… Hngh…”
After a while, Athena’s tongue that was swimming in my mouth slowly started to withdraw, seemingly satisfied.
With a lewd expression, Athena wiped her mouth with her hand.
“Hera, lie on the bed like last night.”
“…Ugh.”
Following her words, I lay on the bed in a straight line, and cold metal was locked over my hands again.
“Ugh…”
When the cold metal touched my hands, a shallow groan slipped out involuntarily.
Just like last night.
Was she trying to give me that dizzying sensation again?
Although it felt good to the point of losing my mind, I hesitated.
I didn’t want to pant like a beast again.
After a long moment of thought, I finally spoke to Athena hesitantly.
“Um… Athena…”
“Yeah?”
Athena tilted her head, looking at me.
“C-Can you… go a little easier?”
“…..”
She didn’t respond to me.
Fearful that I might have upset her, I hurriedly added more.
“It’s… not that I didn’t feel good!…I just… It was too much for me…”
I had spent the entire day feeling weak in my legs.
If it was as intense as yesterday, I might not be able to get out of bed tomorrow.
Athena stared at me quietly for a moment and then suddenly chuckled while lifting my clothes.
“Don’t worry, Hera. Nothing you’re worried about will happen today.”
When she lifted my clothes, my pale legs were exposed all the way up to the white top covering my chest.
But unlike yesterday, there were clear red handprints on my belly.
“…..”
Silence lingered in the room for a while.
Wondering if something was wrong, I looked at Athena, who frowned as she stared at my belly.
“Athena?”
“……Hah.”
Athena clicked her tongue, seeming displeased, and gently brushed her fingers over my belly.
“Ugh…”
“Hera, for the time being, sleep with me.”
“Err…? I can’t leave Mari alone…”
“…Then let’s sleep together.”
Athena proposed to sleep together with the three of us.
I didn’t know why, but I felt there was no real reason to refuse her offer.
Well, the bed was huge… There shouldn’t be a space issue.
And secretly wishing for Mari and Athena to become a bit closer, I thought it wasn’t a bad idea at all.
“Ugh… Okay.”
After hearing my reply, Athena patted my head once and placed her hand on my body again.
Swish—
“Ugh…”
The hand that was circling my belly soon began to move slowly down my legs.
“Hngh… It tickles…”
Athena’s hand brushed softly over my skin.
With the ticklish feeling making me smile naturally, she didn’t care and continued exploring my body.
Eventually, her hand formed a claw-like shape and began to focus on my thighs.
“Ahh…”
Her hand moved like a teasing feather.
Somewhere, I felt an odd sensation, and my body began to heat up little by little.
‘This feeling… It’s strange…’
Athena’s hand continued to caress my thighs.
With each stroke enhancing my sense of pleasure, my body started to yearn.
Eventually, her hand left my thighs. She lifted my waist with one hand and began to pat my back with the other.
As her fingers reached my spine, my body jolted slightly.
Athena’s hand, almost touching me, slowly traced down my back toward my butt.
With a wet feeling in my lower abdomen, I felt anxious and began to rub my legs together.
With every movement, I felt a growing pleasure.
Finally, Athena redirected her hands to my arms.
Using the same gentle motions, her fingers began to trail down my arms.
Eventually, they reached my armpits, tickling and teasing me.
“Ugh… Hngh…”
But now, instead of feeling ticklish, her touch only intensified the heat in my body.
“Ahh… A-Athena…”
With her caressing my body, feelings of excitement rose within me.
Unconsciously, I looked at Athena with pleading eyes.
But Athena disregarded my urgent gaze.
And so, for an hour…
Athena spent time slowly caressing my body.
*
“Ugh… Hah… Athenaaa…”
I felt suffocated.
My body, burning endlessly from Athena’s touches, seemed to demand something deeper, as if it couldn’t take it anymore.
Although I couldn’t express this unfamiliar feeling in words, I wished to release the heat that had been building up from her caress.
But she continued to tenderly stroke me without doing anything direct.
‘I wish she’d just press my belly…’
Normally, I’d feel some repulsion, but in this state of desperate longing, I didn’t want to hold back any longer.
I wanted her to press my belly just like she did yesterday to relieve this pent-up pressure.
Yet, since it was too embarrassing to say directly, I could only lift my hips slightly, push my belly out, and gaze at her with pleading eyes.
“Aah… Athena… now… it’s okay if you—”
She stared at me for a long moment, then neared my body.
Finally, it seemed she was about to free me from this burning torment.
‘J-Just hold back the groans…’
If I didn’t scream like a beast again, it should be fine.
Reassuring myself, I tightly shut my eyes, ready to accept the pleasure she would bring.
But—
Click—
“That’s enough, Hera. Let’s go to sleep now.”
What came to me was not the overwhelming pleasure that would blow everything away, but merely the freedom of my hands.
In this unexpected situation, I could only stare blankly at my liberated hands.
“You’ve had a tough day. I don’t plan on tormenting you. Let’s hurry home.”
Holding my hand, Athena led me back to my room.
I could only follow her, utterly dazed.
‘Is… is this really the end…?’
The burning frustration remained in my body, threatening to drive me mad.
If it ended like this, I felt I’d only be left with a sense of dissatisfaction.
“Ah… Athena?”
“Yeah?”
“Um… there’s…”
Looking at me with a pure expression, Athena no longer showed any will to act further.
“What’s wrong, Hera?”
“Um… um…”
As I hesitated, she seemed tired and yawned while speaking.
“If there’s nothing, let’s go quickly. I feel tired today.”
Seeing her expression, I couldn’t say anything further.
“Ugh… okay…”
And so, I tried in vain to calm my burning body.
I spent a night that was suffocating, sticky, and somehow unsatisfactory.
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